22 days. That's all that is left until the big show. I am hoping to God this works. I can't stand the thought of living in the constant pain I have been in. I need a break! For those of you who don't know, I will be having a spinal fusion on April 30th. That is what this blog is about. I feel it is important to document this journey for not only myself, but maybe to help others facing the same problem.
I've added a few sections to this blog, so click the links above in the header. It gives you an idea about me and what I am dealing with. I'll probably just go ahead and give you a little background as well in this first post. I am dealing with Grade 2 spondylolisthesis, meaning my vertebra is more that 50% slipped onto the one below it. That in itself is painful, but I am also experiencing severe sciatica due to the L5 nerve root being severely pinched. Everyday is a fight to try and maintain any sense of normalcy.
Many people don't realize the amount of pain I am in because I try to minimize it. I do not want to be a bother to others. I don't want them to know that it is a hardcore task just to grocery shop. I cannot walk more than a few minutes before the sciatica is rearing its ugly head. The same thing happens when I sit for a long period of time as well. There literally is no comfortable position. I wouldn't wish this type of pain on anyone.
As the surgery gets closer, the more I find myself freaking out. I am no stranger to surgery, I've had several in the past 6 years for endometriosis and interstitial cystitis...but those were laparoscopic and didn't require a hospital stay. This is MAJOR surgery. I'll have JP drains in my back and a foley catheter. I'll be hospitalized for at least 3 to 4 days...That's longer than mom and baby stay after delivery these days.
I guess that is all for now. I apologize for the post being so scattered. I'll be posting more as the day gets closer. Feel free to go to the contact section and contact me if you have any questions or just want to talk about your similar situation.
Cheers!
Brandy
I had spondy too. THE PAIN IS SO REAL. Noone could possibly understand but someone who has gOne thru it. My surgery saved my life. I hope yours does too. Praying for u.
ReplyDeletethanks for reading nichole! Your blog was an inspiration to start this, plus i just really need a place to vent!
DeleteI am honored to be a small part of your journey...and again, I know all about it. Vent away! Cant wait to see how well u do! Stay tough, u got this!!!
DeleteI had spondy too. THE PAIN IS SO REAL. Noone could possibly understand but someone who has gOne thru it. My surgery saved my life. I hope yours does too. Praying for u.
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